Parrchaii ..

Ek Parchai,jo mera sapna ban gai
Ek Parchaii jo yaadein de gai
Kyu chor gai lamhe judai ke?
Kyu chor gai aansun bewafai ke?
Kyu chamakti hai aasman mei taara ban kar?
Kyu chor gai wo ehsaas jo dila na saki zinda reh kar?

Le jaatey wo ruswaiya apne sang he,
jee kar harr wada adhura chor dia,
aur jaatey huye bhe le gaye umeedon k rang ..

Hassna toh seekh liya tere bina,
teri yaadon mei muskuraana na seekh saka ..
Tere bin jina ab bhe na seekh saka..

Laut k kabhe na aana dubara,
in yaadon ko bhe sang le ja o yaara ..
mere palko mei ab na aana,
meri sapno mei ab na aana,
mere dil mei aashiyaana ..chor de sajaana ..

GaurJa

My hope.

She dreamnt of him all her life ..
with a hope burried deep in her eyes ..
for years she waited
let the pain out on canvas...
cried to see her hero..
died to hear him sing ..

One beautiful evening,
finally came the man,
brought her a big smile..
held her tight..
said, he was back for a lifetime.

A fulfilled dream glimmered bright in her eyes,
finally her canvas happily smiled..
one stormy night she discovered,
the canvas she painted..had lost all its colours..
She consoled herself,
believed nothing could go wrong this time.

Then came a phone call,
that shattered her dreams again,
it carried a bad news about the man.
She wanted to see him.. see him alive..
save him ..
or save the promise he gave her one last time.

Time killed his promises, killed him, killed her life.
She cursed her criminals.. she cursed the man
cursed the fact that injustice happened everytime,
with no desire to be alive..

But, we all learn lessons.. we all find ways to be fine..
He is now just a photograph,
a mural or a lithograph.

He is my father, my hope, soul and smile.

I gathered all my strength and
woke up to a new life ..
I know my wounds will heal,
I have a dream back in my eyes.
I have him in my heart,
I can't lose him anymore,
Not this time.
He lives in my heart
And there he'll always be alive.

Gaurja Khanna

..

Na jaaney kabse hai tanhaiyaan,
hai samandar gehra,
ya gehri hai ruswaiyaan?

Hai badnaseeb woh jo tarse do boondh paani ko,
Ya badnaseeb woh jo banyaan na kar sakey apni kahaani ko?..

Hai aasmaan ooncha,
Ya oonchi hai aas?
Chohti hai boondein aur bari hai pyaas!

Bhadka hai sooraj,
Ya bhatki baadlon ki pukaar?
Mehangay hai panchi,
ya mehangi unki talaash?

Hai patthar bhaari,
keh toh dia!!
Par kya lehron ne ussey tanhaa chor na dia?
Thi taakat itni ki mera ghar tor gai,
Par kya thi kamzor itni ki woh patthar akela chor gai?!!

Hai sapney rootthey,
Ya rootthi sapno ki mitthaas?

Wo duniya bari jis mei sab ho saath,
Ya wo duniya bari jis mei hu mai gumm, hu behaal?..

Gaurja

Dead ..

My world's going upside down and there's nobody around,
The pain is taking away my breath,
I am dying a hundered deaths..

Remember the day you held my hand
and promised me a wonderful life ahead..
but the day you left my hand,
only I know how I felt ..
Tears were rolling down my cheeks,
lips were feeling dry..

And my hands still waiting to be held ..

I wish I could say,what I wanted to say
at that last moment of my life,
because now,
I am not actually alive..
I am completely dead inside..

Remember the 10 minutes drive with you ..
you looking at me through the rear-view mirror,
and me blusing and smiling looking into your eyes..

o baby..
now I set you free,
you are bored with me,
I certainly agree .. ..

I gift you my heart,body,soul and mind ..
because that's what you left behind ..
And here I fly back to my prison,
Will miss you all my life ..

I  know you killed me baby
But.. I'll love you always ..

GaurJa

I believe ..

Some know you by your skills,some by your words,some by the way you walk .. by the way you talk .. some by your smile..some by your name & eyes ..

 There are many who analyse,many who talk,many who dream about you .. many who claim .. a lot who say they love!


but there is just your own heart that beats to keep you alive.. its just solitude that gives u peace inside .. and music that's always by your side :)


GaurJa

Panchchi .. azaad hu par awaaz nahi ..awaaz hai par saaz nahi ..: :)

Panchchi .. azaad hu par awaaz nahi ..awaaz hai par saaz nahi ..: :): Panchchi na jaane kaha udhdh jaayega .. par tanha he reh jaayega .. Saaz nahi par awaaz hai .. Aansun nahi par naraaz hai .. Prithvi k is pinjare mei kehne ko azaad hai .....

:)

Panchchi na jaane kaha udhdh jaayega ..
par tanha he reh jaayega ..

Saaz nahi par awaaz hai ..
Aansun nahi par naraaz hai ..

Prithvi k is pinjarey mai .. kehne ko aazaad hai ..



GaurJa